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know what it's about! When is this gonna blow up? What's gonna blow up?"' (A
flashing picture of my son.) "I know what's gonna blow up. I
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know what's gonna blow up. I know it is, too." (I was then touched again.) "Oh
. . . green.
Shows me a park. I see my son. What's this got to do with him? Is this the
devil? What the hell is this?
"Remembered voice: 'I won't hurt you.'
"'I know you won't. I know you won't hurt me. Stop! Ah!' The house is burning
down!
The house is on fire. No it's not. That sounds stupid. Why did I say that?"
"Something woke you up. What happened?"
(I then emerged spontaneously from hypnosis.) "Explosion. I knew that. I was
expecting it. I knew just when it would come. He took a little thing like a
needle and struck it like a match in front of my face and it made a big bang,
pow!
And I thought the Mouse was on fire."
Budd Hopkins: "Was he there after this?"
"I don't know. I don't remember a thing. When I said the house was on fire I'm
already out of the bed. Right away."
'This was the explosion that Anne and your son  '
"I think the explosion that they all heard. Yeah. He did it with a little
needle. Stuck it in the air.
"Why did he show you those images?"
"I don't know why he showed me those images, to be frank with you. They are
the most dreadful images."
"
Warday?
" (A reference to my novel of the same name.)
"I'll tell you the truth, what I feel. I think he showed me images of the
future of our world, is what he showed me."
"What about the green?"
"It's a beautiful, green expanse. Was immediately relaxing when I saw that.
And my boy.
My boy is in the park. My boy is there. And he's happy. That's what I saw. But
 "
"Why are you so upset?"
"Because I think the park represents death, and he's there because he's dead.
That's what I
think.
"Why should the park represent death?"
"I don't know. That's just my impression."
"And the other scene of the world blowing up?"
"It's funny. It's not like of the world blowing up. I've gotta calm down here.
I'm told it's the world blowing up. It's a red fire, a big, red, fierce fire
with all these horns of smoke shooting out from it in every direction. And
they said that's the world blowing up. I mean, Christ. I think we've got a
monkey on our back."
Budd Hopkins: "No doubt about that. Other people have been shown this kind of
an image, too."
"You know, I feel a tremendous relief right crow. This is good to be able to
remember.
It's not an easy memory. But it's good to remember. Because I've been fighting
to keep it out of my head."
"I can understand that."
"You know. I had a dream back in November. Of Cleveland blowing up. It was me
remembering this image of the explosion but I thought it was a single city. so
it wasn't so scary. Trying not to be scared of that image."
"You said he had a bald head?"
"He had a bald head and I would say he had slanted eves. It was real hard to
see because he kept putting this thing on my head. Almost every time I would
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move he would put this thing on my head."
"And then you would see an image?"
"I would see these images, yeah. I thought at first the thing was talking but
when you hypnotized me again I could see the -images. He had a little ruler
thing chat had a silver tip on it, quite silver. because I could see glimmers
on it and it's dark in the room. Did you try to light up the room for me or
something when you said the room was light?"
"I didn't."
"Because the room was dark. It was very dark."
"I thought you said it was light."
"Oh. I also have the impression that he was wearing covering. Like he didn't 
when I
looked  the thing that's scary in a way, the thing that scared me at first
was realizing he
had been there for some time, standing over there in the corner, and y'know I
have a feeling about a fierce whoosh of some kind ... . I'm not saying that I
was being threatened so much as warned. That was my feeling. There was a very
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